Are We Friends, yet?

Careless love and acting tough, it wasn't my style, I had enough. Oh I don't think that we can really be friends, but I'll try again - Camera Obscura (Careless Love)

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun

Two days ago, I had the craziest sleepover ever. Me and Opi ---one of my besties since high school-- makes some stupid videos and sing along with all the Disney's songs.
We've became so c-c-crazy, even we watched HSM --shut up!-- and pretends to be Gabriella or Sharpay.
I know.
CRAZY.
Anyway, it's okay for being such a crazy-ass, if you feels.. well. Heartbroken. Right?
Haha not me, I'm not the heartbroken's soul in this case. --well, maybe, a little. Slightly heartbroken, might I says.--

Soooo... Here we areeee..





Yap. Two silly girls, desperate for all the crazy things --and maybe love stories-- behind the words and phrases. Trying to re-organized our feelings and our acts together.
Well, it's sounds so fucking silly, you know, how come all the silly-slash-crazy stuff like this could fix a broken hearted?
NOPE.
But it was fun. So suck it up.




N.B: So just be gentle with us. And We'll be gentle with you. We're not as brave as we thought, 'Cause our heart gets broken so easily. So just be gentle, be gentle with us, boys.

Will There Be Enough Water?

The lights are so dim, it even hurts my eyes.
The air seems to be cooler, I couldn't breath.
The music was wasting their lyrics.
There was no hope in it.
I just stuck with the words that goes on to this notebook.
The Awfully words from my heart or my brains, well, you could never tell.
Because lately, I couldn't tell where's my heart or my brains anymore.

It's twisted little thing
It's crazy little thing

They are pushing me away from all the stories behind the canvas.
I couldn't hear it. But I could saw it. Through all this waterly glasses that they kept building for me.

It's weird little thing.
It's deathly little thing.

Eaten By Your Lover

Hey, you.

I'm tired of you. I'm so fucking tired of you. I'm tired of the way we act.

"Yes, everything is fine. Is gotta be alright." 

You told me that, you acted like that.

NO. I couldn't acted like that. Pretends we're friend.

NO.

We aren't friend. We couldn't be friend.

Ever.

You and your stupid smile. Dammit. I miss that smile. I hate that smile. I hate being hater in this game, you know. Things will never be the same between us. Everything is wrong. We are not fucking fine.We are never be fine.

Could you please stop smiling and realize that, huh?

Stop acting like anything was never going wrong.

Because it is wrong.

Stop it, you moron. I'm tired of this stupid faces.

Could you stop it and realize?